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Almost confirmed moving journal. Perhaps after promos or maybe before if dying from outburst of words. Want to have a tad more privacy I guess? Public or private, not decided yet. But most likely in between. Will inform.

I am trying to do the best what I can now. Go me.

3 Hours of letting myself go

I know I shouldn’t be blogging right now, but just a final rant before I promise myself NEVER to rant about this issue again.

This is Home Truly

I feel a bit happier now that (:

I felt slightly happier this morning when I made that really stupid request and you agreed out of your busy schedule. Thanks. (: Through this course, I have been understanding myself more, and learning how to be more understanding and “always be there” for someone– to give and give without qualms and with sincerity every single time, knowing that helping him makes him happier which would make me happier. I know I will tide past this confusion sooner or later by myself, I just need to be stronger and know myself better. Maybe all I need is some strength from you, haha but I know you are giving me the strength. (:

At least I am smiling smiling again yay! (:

And onto the last few days.

Spins Drops Flags and Stages

I like Nat day celebrations. (: I like Nat day songs too! Somehow perhaps with having a song a year, it makes me think of those fond memories of those years. Home still remains my favourite Nat day song no doubt. (:
The IHC video made me feel that I missed out on so much haha. So sad didn’t really watch any of the matches or participate in any activities (unless you count musicfeste lol?!).
& Of cos enjoyed the concert with nice company. Thanks! (:

A hug can save a life

Joyful Night

Chamber Concert just over.

Didn’t do to how I wanted it to be, but aiya credits since first 5chongzou for me. Plus still remembered how we screwed up badly yesterday when it’s our 1st prac without conductor. Was freaking scary when it was just on the first page and all of us were at different bars already. So really glad today still went relatively fine.
AIYA I need more stage experience. And confidence!

Thanks Huiwen and Jiahui for coming to support. And I wonder why would the manufacturers want to make such a lame toy (they gave me some keychain toy!).
And YUHENG send me photos!

This concert was quite funny la, syco has really funny crazy people. Like Kangren. Can play all kinds of instruments super imbaly and we were like omg jawdrop. And freaking drama and funny haha!

TTCO and a Football Team

I feel so happy whenever I can go home early now. It’s a blessing to be able to reach home before 9 on schooldays.

Today school had some really good jokes. Like, during GP debate on whether the world would be a better place if we would put faith in Religion rather than Science. Jacjac goes (something along the lines of ):
“An example would be Dalai Lama and China. Dalai Lama went for peace and fought for Tibet in a religious sort of way, but China, being a communist country does not believe in any religion, used violence to settle the issue.

Hence… We should also listen to Dalai Lama.”

Then the way she said it was HILARIOUS la. All of us were laughing away. 8D

Then we were receiving our PW group numbers and Muquan was super funny and lame.
Like his group being RJ046– Mq goes: Omg 46, 46 (insert hokkien) si4 liao!!
Then 047- 死期!
048- 死吧!
Laughed like mad. Haha!

Just an inch away

6 months. (: ♥

Jiayou with all the tests next week! 知道你一定可以的！

If the Alarm never rings

Happy birthday Huiwen! :D 5 years of knowing you my friend! Still remember how our friendship started from sitting next to each other in the bus while going to Dunman for SYF prac, and then there’s us singing into the tuner. Such fond young memories! Now you’re old, just like me, muaha.

Today celebrated with her, thanks for the icecream treat yo. (:

& I bought a new bag, yay!! No more aching from my white heavy ink bag! Thinking about it makes me happy. (:

CY came my house after that. (: Where we watched SYvcd, in particular gada. We were semi-screaming and O.O whenever we see ourselves. -.- (Talking about which, Chamber is like 1 week away and I totally didn’t notice till MrS said on Thurs?! Somemore Monday was spent at SCH Qin Fang praccing alone because we didn’t combine! :O Shizz am worried! Oh and by the way, the qin fang is so cool! One huge mirror and 4 soundproof walls. :D)

Want to type something here, but I know it probably won’t be appropriate. “I don’t know how did things come to this state” would be a good line to summarise it. ): I don’t like it and I do miss a friend. ):

(Sometimes I just am really confused sigh.)

Lastly, So you think you can dance Season 4 is really good. Or perhaps, I can understand the chereography better now, with more experiences and emotional growth throughout this period in my life.

Still remains my top 3 favourite dances in this season yet. (: Lyrical hiphop and Contemp all the way. :D Must say this week’s dances have been great too. (: Another time for links!

No Air

I envy contemporary dancers.

Because they can pour their souls out without restrictions into their dances.

I want to embed videos so badly to signify how I feel now.
But they don’t seem to be able to show on wordpress.